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I sometimes wonder if people continuously manipulate each other’s feelings in order to have something to discuss with their friends. After ‘doing a Jenny,’ as we say in our family (my aunty was gifted with being able to listen to others conversations whilst conducting her own) and eavesdropping on conversations at nearby tables, it seems to me that the constant cycle of toying with emotions really is just something that you can agonise over in the company of others.

I know that relationships can be complicated, as can feelings. My own feelings at the moment are nothing but complicated, but my relationship is simple. Why? I would guess that it has something to do with the fact that we don’t have people that we discuss the ups and downs of our relationship with. Hence, no drama.

How many times do you have to fuck each other over before you realise your time is better invested elsewhere?